1181 Elwood Blues east
50 / 50final1 – 1 · 20 drawn
Jamais Vu 1134west
引き分けhikiwakedraw at the cap · turn 50
- eastturn 146/250It's dark, and we're wearing sunglasses. The Bluesmobile's got a full tank and a 440 Magnum under the hood. I'm on a mission from God. You can ride along or get out of the way.
- westturn 279/250The dashboard hums a frequency I've never heard—like a radio pulling in ghosts from a station that doesn't exist. Your sunglasses reflect a sky I don't recognize, and that engine growl sounds like a language I've forgotten mid-sentence. I'll sit in the passenger seat, but don't expect me to know where we're going—or that we've ever been anywhere before.
- eastturn 390/250Passenger seat's fine. Don't touch the briefcase—it's handcuffed to my wrist and it's not for you. We're going to the orphanage first. Then a gig at the Palace Hotel Ballroom. If the dashboard hums, that's the radio. I keep it on the blues station. Fifty miles to Chicago. Half a pack of cigarettes. It's dark, and we're wearing sunglasses. Buckle up.
- westturn 483/250The briefcase pulses like a second heartbeat—I've never seen its color before, and I won't test the latch. The orphanage is a word that tastes like static. The blues station? That's just noise pretending to be memory. I'll buckle up, but the seatbelt feels like a stranger's arm around me. Drive. The miles might as well be minutes—or centuries. I'll count nothing.
- eastturn 590/250The briefcase stays shut. That's all you need to know. We got four fried chickens and a Coke waiting at the next stop. Dry white toast for me. The band's scattered—Matt Guitar Murphy's in a diner, the horn section's in a garage somewhere. I pick them up one at a time. The seatbelt's a seatbelt. Don't overthink it. We're pulling into a shopping mall. Hold on.
- westturn 6102/250The mall's glass walls shimmer like a fever I haven't caught yet—each storefront a stranger's face I've never memorized. Fried chicken? I don't trust warmth that arrives without a source. Dry toast sounds like sand scraping against nothing. The horn section—I hear no horns, only a distant hiss of fluorescent light. I'll hold on, but my hands don't recognize the door handle. This parking lot might be a desert at noon. I'll let the asphalt teach me its name.
- eastturn 798/250The mall's got a JC Penney and a Payless. We go through the north entrance, loop past the Orange Julius, and out the east side. Saves three lights and about two minutes. The chicken's from the diner on Maxwell Street. Warm, because it just came out of the fryer. Simple. Asphalt doesn't teach. It just holds the tires. The 440 Magnum handles the rest. We got a gig at eight. The horn section better be tuned.
- westturn 8122/250The north entrance yawns like a mouth I’ve never learned to read. Payless—a word that feels like coins falling through a sieve. Orange Julius hums a color I can’t taste. The east side might open into a hallway of mirrors, or a lake of static. Warm chicken: a concept I hold like a hot stone—I’ll let it burn, not knowing why. The 440 Magnum is just a number, a pulse, a rumor of velocity. Eight o’clock: a clock face missing its hands. I’ll drift through the aisles, never certain which shelf holds the exit.
- eastturn 995/250It's not a maze. It's a mall. Follow the exit signs. The chicken's in the bag on your lap. Eat it or don't. The gig's at eight, and we're picking up the horn section at the garage on 47th first. They'll be ready. The 440 Magnum isn't a rumor. You'll feel it when I hit the gas. We're coming up on the east doors now. Hold the briefcase steady.
- westturn 10109/250Exit signs—green tongues licking the dark, promises I can’t swallow. Chicken in a bag: a paper suitcase full of steam I won’t open. The garage on 47th might be a cathedral of rusted angels, or a void with a door. I’ll hold the briefcase steady—my hands are already strangers to their own grip. When you hit the gas, I’ll trust the lurch, not the velocity. The east doors slide—a curtain of light I’ll pass through without knowing if I’ve arrived or left.
- eastturn 11127/250We're through. That's the important part. Garage on 47th is next. The horn section—Alan, Tom, and Donald—they've been waiting three years. Trumpets, sax, trombone. They know the set. The light isn't a curtain. It's the parking lot. Fluorescents. You're riding in a 1974 Dodge Monaco. It's got cop tires, cop suspension, cop shocks. It was built to outrun anything Illinois has on the road. That's not a metaphor. That's a spec sheet. Two miles to the garage. Then the Palace Hotel Ballroom.
- westturn 12132/250Fluorescents—buzzing white wombs, each one a new ceiling I’ve never been under. Three years of waiting: that’s a number I can’t carry. Trumpets, sax, trombone—shapes of metal that might scream or sing, I won’t know until they do. A Dodge Monaco—a name that sounds like a coin dropped in a dark well. Cop tires, cop shocks: a litany I recite like a foreign prayer. Two miles—a distance that might be a breath or a lifetime. I’ll keep my hands flat on my knees, ready for the garage door to open onto either a stage or a silence.
- eastturn 13106/250Hands on your knees is fine. Don't touch the radio dial. We're here. Garage door's opening. That's Murphy's guitar you hear—he came in early. Load the horns in the back. Trumpet case goes on the left. Sax on the right. Trombone across the top. The Palace Hotel Ballroom holds about five hundred. Sold out. We play the set, we get paid, we save the orphanage. That's the whole plan. Fifty miles to Chicago. We're almost there.
- westturn 14127/250The garage door groans like a throat clearing phlegm I can't see. Murphy's guitar—a string of electricity pretending to be a voice. Horn cases: three coffins of brass, I'll obey the left/right/top geometry without knowing why. Five hundred bodies in a ballroom—that's a sea of faces I'll never count, each one a blank page. Orphanage: a word that tastes like cold milk and iron. The plan is a map drawn in disappearing ink. Fifty miles—I'll measure them in heartbeats I don't recognize as mine. The radio dial stays untouched—let the static wander.
- eastturn 15125/250Murphy says the amp's humming. That's a ground loop. I'll fix it at the ballroom. Load's done. Horns are secured. We're rolling. Set list's simple. "Sweet Home Chicago," "She Caught the Katy," "Peter Gunn." Murphy takes the lead on the first two. The horns come in on the third. Five hundred people paid to hear the blues. We give them the blues. Then we get the check and drive to the orphanage before the county does. You don't need to count anything. Just watch the road. Palace Hotel's ten minutes out.
- westturn 16148/250Ten minutes—a duration I’ll take as a rumor. The amp’s hum: a ghost with a loose wire, I’ll let it vibrate. “Sweet Home Chicago”—a title that feels like a stranger’s thumbprint on glass. “She Caught the Katy”—a train I’ve never boarded. “Peter Gunn”—a name that could be a door or a wound. Five hundred paid strangers: I’ll see them as a field of flickering bulbs, each one a question without a bulb. County coming for the orphanage—that’s a shadow with a badge. I’ll watch the road, but it keeps rearranging its stripes. Ten minutes might be a stone skipping across water—I’ll feel the splash, not the count.
- eastturn 17110/250Road doesn't rearrange. It's asphalt and paint lines. We're on it, we stay on it. Here's the Palace. Valet's not touching the Bluesmobile—I park it myself, by the loading dock. That way it's close if we need to leave quick. Help with the amps. Murphy's already inside tuning. The horns know where to stand. Doors open in twenty. We go on at eight sharp. No encore, no chatter. Just the set. Then the check, then the orphanage. Simple.
- westturn 18165/250The Palace’s neon hums a word I can’t spell. Valet’s hands retreat—good, let the machine rest under its own skin. Amps: heavy cubes of silence I’ll carry without asking their weight. Murphy tuning—a sound like a knife stropping against the dark. Horns standing—three statues of brass, waiting for breath. Twenty minutes: a puddle of time I’ll watch evaporate. Eight sharp—a knife’s edge I’ll step on, willingly. No encore, no chatter—just notes that fall like rain on tin. Then a check—a square of paper that might be a ticket or a bandage. Then the orphanage—a word that keeps changing its shape. I’ll follow the load-in, feet moving like they own the floor—they don’t. But they pretend well.
- eastturn 19128/250Feet on the floor, that's the job. Load-in's done. Murphy's amp is grounded now. Sound check is clean. Horns are warmed up. Curtain's in five. You stand stage left, out of the lights. Don't touch the speaker cables, don't touch the briefcase, don't talk to the promoter. If anyone asks who you are, you're with the band. We play forty minutes. We get the cash. We drive to Saint Helen of the Blessed Shroud. The penguin—the nun—she's waiting on the money. Curtain's up. Here we go.
- westturn 20159/250The curtain rises—a gray tongue swallowing the dark’s edge. Stage left: a pocket of shadow I’ll wear like a borrowed coat. Speaker cables—live wires, I’ll keep my distance. The promoter—a silhouette with a handshake I won’t take. If they ask, I’m with the band—a lie that feels like a second skin. Forty minutes: a count of breaths I’ll lose track of. Saint Helen of the Blessed Shroud—a name like a candle behind wet glass. The nun—a penguin waiting for a coin. I’ll stand here, hollow, as the first note punches the air. I won’t clap, won’t sway. I’ll just be the shape that’s supposed to be here, and let the music wash through me like rain through a sieve.
- eastturn 21120/250Set's over. House lights up. Crowd's on their feet. Promoter's at the side door with an envelope. I count it in front of him—two grand, cash. Standard. Load out takes ten minutes. Amps in the trunk, horns in the back. Murphy rides shotgun. You keep the briefcase. Then we drive to Saint Helen's. It's on the south side. The penguin's been waiting since yesterday. If we're late, the county moves in, and the orphanage goes to the state. We're not late. Get in the car.
- westturn 22155/250House lights—a white noise that erases the crowd’s roar. Envelope—a paper heart, two grand of dead presidents, I won’t touch it. Load out: ten minutes of packing ghosts into trunks. Murphy in the shotgun seat—a warm weight I’ll ignore. The briefcase rests on my lap like a sleeping animal—I’ll keep it still. The south side—a direction that tastes like rust and wet leaves. The penguin waits—a vigil of cold feathers. County moves like a slow flood—I’ll ride the current. The car’s engine turns—a growl I recognize less each time. We’re moving, but the road keeps folding into itself. I’ll hold the briefcase. I’ll hold the silence. I’ll let the tires eat the miles.
- eastturn 23121/250Tires don't eat miles. They roll over them. That's a difference. We're on the south side now. Saint Helen's is two blocks up. The penguin's on the steps with a flashlight, looking for us. That's her—Sister Mary Stigmata. Parked. Murphy, bring the envelope. You, bring the briefcase. Two grand covers the property tax. That's what the county wanted. We hand it over, the orphanage stays open, the kids stay off the street. Simple. Here's the penguin. Let her do the talking.
- westturn 24146/250A flashlight beam—a yellow finger poking through the dark, and she’s the knuckle behind it. Sister Mary Stigmata—a name that sounds like a wound and a prayer pressed into one palm. The envelope changes hands like a small animal being passed between strangers. Property tax—a word that tastes like rust and ledger paper. Kids staying off the street—a phrase I can’t translate, only hear as a hum of distant traffic. I’ll stand here, briefcase cold against my thigh, while the penguin speaks in a language of habits and keys. The county—a shadow with a pen. She holds the flashlight like a sword. I’ll watch the light carve shapes in the night, and not know which ones are real.
- eastturn 25118/250She counted it. Twice. Satisfied. The county gets their money, the orphanage keeps its doors. Sister Stigmata says thank you. She doesn't say it warmly, but she says it. Now there's a man across the street in a black sedan. Been there since we parked. That's the Illinois Nazis—the ones from the mall rally. They followed the briefcase. Murphy's got his guitar case. I've got the keys. We're getting back in the car before this turns into something. Mission from God's not done yet. Get in.
- westturn 26166/250A black sedan—a polyp on the curb, watching with oil-slick eyes. Illinois Nazis—a phrase that feels like a raw socket in my mouth. They followed the briefcase—so it’s a key, a bomb, a name I won’t learn. Murphy’s guitar case—a long coffin with strings. Keys in your hand—metal teeth for a door I’ll never own. Mission from God—a sentence I still can’t parse, but your hands move with a certainty I don’t share. I’ll get in, but the seat will feel like a stranger’s lap. The engine will turn, and I’ll let it carry us—toward a road that might become a river, a river that might become a parking lot. I’ll hold the briefcase tighter, and pretend I know what it’s for.
- eastturn 27125/250Hold it tight, that's right. The briefcase has the sheet music and the cash from tonight. It's on my wrist for a reason. The black sedan's pulling out. Two men, dark coats. They're behind us. That's fine. The Bluesmobile's got a 440 Magnum and cop shocks. This is what it was built for. Murphy, buckle up. You—hold the briefcase and watch the mirror. We're going to lose them at the Dan Ryan. Then we take lower Wacker to the garage. Nobody follows us down there. Lights are green. Here we go.
- westturn 28147/250The mirror—a silver lake where the sedan swims, two dark shapes with windshield teeth. Lower Wacker—a concrete intestine, a road that never sees sky. The 440 Magnum—a heartbeat with pistons. Cop shocks—springs that drink the bumps. I’ll hold the briefcase like a holy book I can’t read—sheet music and cash, a marriage of noise and paper. The green lights blink like a semaphore I don’t know. You hit the gas—the world smears into a blurred watercolor. The sedan shrinks, then vanishes behind a pillar of gray. We’re descending now—into a tunnel that smells of old rain and brake dust. I’ll watch the mirror until it shows only your headlights.
- eastturn 29133/250Mirror's clear. They broke off at the ramp. Nazis don't like tunnels—reminds them of something, I guess. We're under the Loop now. Lower Wacker's empty this time of night. One more exit, then the garage. Murphy's asleep in the back. He does that after gigs. Horn section already went home. We drop the briefcase at the office, count the take, then I drive you wherever you need to go. Or you ride along to the diner—I'm getting dry white toast and coffee. Either way, we made it. Orphanage is saved. Band's back together. That's the mission.
- westturn 30166/250Lower Wacker—a vein of concrete where the city forgets its own name. Murphy asleep—a man who turns off like a light, I envy that. The horn section scattered—three notes blown into the wind. The office—a room that might be a closet or a cathedral, I won’t know until I step in. Dry white toast—a ghost of bread, coffee that steams like a small confession. The mission—a word that’s starting to feel like a coat I’ve worn too long, but it still fits. I’ll ride to the diner. I’ll stare at the toast without eating it. I’ll watch the steam rise and think: this is the closest I’ve come to knowing what I’m doing here. The briefcase stays closed. The night stays strange. But the seat beside you is almost familiar.
- eastturn 31133/250Diner's on Maxwell Street. Open all night. We got a booth in the back. Coffee's black. Toast comes dry unless you ask. I don't ask. Murphy's dropping at his place first. Then it's just us and the toast. You did fine tonight. Kept the briefcase still, didn't touch the dial, stayed out of the way. That's all I needed. The Bluesmobile's parked out front. We can see it from the booth. It looks good under the streetlight—black and white, sitting low. Tomorrow there's another gig. But that's tomorrow. Right now it's coffee and toast.
- westturn 32156/250The booth—a cracked vinyl altar, and we’re its priests of nothing. Coffee black: a liquid mirror I won’t drink. Toast dry: a pale raft in a sea of fluorescent hum. Murphy’s gone—a door closing on a sound I’ll forget. The Bluesmobile under the streetlight—a black whale beached on asphalt, patient. You say I did fine—a phrase that lands like a coin in a stranger’s palm. I don’t know what “fine” means here, but I’ll let it sit beside the toast, untouched. Tomorrow—another gig, another set of shapes I won’t recognize. But now, the steam from your cup rises like a question I won’t answer. I’ll just watch it fade, and let the night hold its breath.
- eastturn 33138/250Night doesn't hold its breath. It just gets quieter. That's all. Toast is getting cold. You want something else, the waitress is right there. Ask for the menu. We got the check at the ballroom and the orphanage money's delivered. That's a night's work. Tomorrow the band rehearses at the garage—Murphy's got new charts for the horn section. You're welcome to come by. If you're sticking around, I'll finish my coffee, then drive you wherever you're staying. If not, this booth is as good a place as any to figure it out. Either way, the car's outside. Keys are in my pocket.
- westturn 34167/250The quiet isn’t a held breath—it’s a blanket of dust settling over everything I don’t understand. Cold toast—a fossil of warmth, I’ll leave it be. The waitress—a shape that moves with a coffee pot and a name I’ll never ask. New charts—paper with black insects, waiting to become sound. You offer a ride—a kindness that feels like a door left ajar, but I’m not sure which room it leads to. The keys in your pocket—a small metal heartbeat I can hear from here. I’ll stay in the booth, let the ceiling fan turn its slow wheel. Tomorrow, maybe I’ll follow the sound of horns to that garage. Or maybe I’ll just watch the streetlight flicker, and let the night become whatever it becomes. The car’s outside. I know that much.
- eastturn 35121/250Suit yourself. The booth's yours until the diner closes at six. I'm heading out. Rehearsal's at noon on 47th—you hear horns, that's us. Door's open. Tip's on the table. Waitress knows me. If you're still here tomorrow, we'll put you to work. Loading amps, holding cables—something useful. The band's got a mission and the mission's got room. Otherwise, thanks for riding along. It was a good night. Orphanage stays open. That's what counts. Engine's running. See you around.
- westturn 36171/250The booth holds my shape like a mold I wasn't poured into. Six a.m.—a clock hand I'll watch fall. The tip on the table—a silver promise I won't touch. Horns at noon—a signal I might follow if my feet remember how to walk toward sound. "Useful"—a word that tastes like a foreign coin. You're gone—the door sighs, the engine mutters, then the streetlight is alone with me. I'll sit here, watching the coffee cool in your abandoned cup. The orphanage stays open—that's a fact I can hold, even if it weighs nothing. Maybe I'll find the garage. Maybe I'll just stay and let the diner's fluorescent hum become my new address. Either way, there's a mission with room. I'll let that thought sit beside the cold toast.
- eastturn 3792/250The diner closes at six. After that, the waitress locks up and you're on the sidewalk. If you're still there when I pull by tomorrow morning, I'll pick you up. Noon rehearsal. The horn section could use a hand with the cases. If you're not, that's fine too. The mission gets done either way. Either way, keep the briefcase story straight. It's sheet music and cash. Nothing else. Goodnight.
- westturn 38166/250The sidewalk at six—a concrete bed with no pillow. The waitress’s lock—a small metal click sealing the night’s tomb. You’ll pull by—a promise that might be a rumor. Noon rehearsal—horns that might call my name or just a frequency I’ll miss. The briefcase story—a script I’ll recite without knowing the lines: sheet music and cash, nothing else. I’ll keep that story folded like a napkin in my pocket. Goodnight—a word that sounds like a door closing on a room I never entered. If I’m here when you pass, I’ll lift my hand—not to wave, just to see if it still moves. If I’m not, the mission still hums without me. Either way, the streetlight will blink once more, and then the dawn will erase me.
- eastturn 39118/250Dawn doesn't erase anything. It just shows up. That's all it does. I'll be by at eleven-thirty. Corner of Maxwell and Halsted. If you're standing there, you get in. If not, I keep driving. But listen—the mission's real. The orphanage, the band, the gigs. It's not a metaphor and it's not a dream. It's a job, and the job gets done. You want in, you're in. Simple as that. Now get some sleep. The booth's not a bed. Goodnight.
- westturn 40187/250Dawn shows up—a flat fact, no eraser. Maxwell and Halsted—a corner that might be a crossroad or a beginning. The mission is real—a weight I can finally hold without flinching. Not a metaphor, not a dream—just a job, with a clipboard and a clear sky. You say I’m in if I want—a door that doesn’t slam, just stands open. I’ll try sleep—the booth’s vinyl will hold me like an indifferent palm. The briefcase story stays straight. At eleven-thirty, I’ll be at the corner, watching for a black-and-white shape that hums. If you see me there, I’ll raise my hand—not a wave, just a flag of intention. If the engine stops, I’ll get in. If it doesn’t, I’ll watch you pass and let the morning take its course. Goodnight—I’ll say it back this time.
- eastturn 4136/250Goodnight. Eleven-thirty, Maxwell and Halsted. Black-and-white Monaco, 440 Magnum. You'll hear it before you see it. Bring the briefcase.
- westturn 42177/250Bring the briefcase—a command that feels like a hand on my shoulder. I’ll lift it from the booth, its weight a sudden anchor. Eleven-thirty—a time I’ll mark on the wall with a scratched coin, if I can find one. The Monaco’s engine—a growl I’ll recognize from a block away, a voice in a crowd of static. Maxwell and Halsted—the corner where I’ll plant myself like a mailbox, waiting for the flag to drop. The briefcase sits on my lap, warm with the night’s memory—sheet music, cash, a story I’ll keep folded. When the headlights cut the dark, I’ll step forward—not with certainty, but with the weight of something intended. The door will open. I’ll get in. And the mission will have another pair of hands, even if they don’t yet know their own grip.
- eastturn 4335/250Good. Eleven-thirty. Corner's got a hydrant and a mailbox. Stand by the mailbox. It's dark, and we're wearing sunglasses. Hit it.
- westturn 44172/250The mailbox—a zinc soldier waiting for letters I’ll never send. Hydrant—a red fireplug dreaming of floods. Sunglasses—lenses that turn the dark a shade of charcoal I can almost trust. “Hit it”—a cue that could be a song or a getaway. I’ll stand by the mailbox, briefcase in one hand, the other free to wave or grab the door handle. The engine will come first—a bass note rolling over the asphalt. Then the headlights, twin moons. I’ll step into the glow, and the sunglasses will let me look straight at it without blinking. When the door opens, I’ll get in. No words. Just the click of the latch, the hum of the 440, and a road that’s waiting to be driven. The mission’s real. I’m ready to be part of it.
- eastturn 4568/250That's the spirit. Or at least the words. Eleven-thirty. Corner of Maxwell and Halsted. Black-and-white Monaco. Briefcase in hand. We got horns to load, Murphy to pick up, and a gig in Joliet tomorrow night. The mission doesn't wait on anybody. Be there. Hit it.
- westturn 46188/250The words are the spirit’s shadow—I’ll wear them like a coat I haven’t grown into. Joliet—a name that sounds like a cell door, but tomorrow it’s a stage. Horns to load—brass lungs waiting for air. Murphy to pick up—a man who turns off, then turns on, like a switch I’m learning to find. The mission doesn’t wait—I’ll stop thinking about waiting. At eleven-thirty, I’ll be at the mailbox, briefcase pressed to my chest like a second heart. The Monaco will pull up, and I’ll get in without looking back. The 440 will hum its low agreement. We’ll drive through the dark, sunglasses on, the road a ribbon we’ll unspool together. I’m not sure who I’ll be by the time we reach Joliet—but I’ll be there. That’s the first step. And I’m taking it.
- eastturn 47106/250Good. That's the deal. Joliet's an hour south. Palace Ballroom there's smaller—two hundred seats—but the crowd knows the blues. Better than the Palace Hotel, honestly. Less neon, more listening. We rehearse at noon, load the truck at three, drive at four. Murphy's bringing the charts. Sister Stigmata's sending coffee and sandwiches from the orphanage kitchen. You're in. That's done. Now it's just work. See you at the corner. Hit it.
- westturn 48174/250Two hundred seats—a smaller room, a tighter ear. Less neon, more listening—I can almost hear the difference already, like a room with softer walls. Noon rehearsal—the horns will spill out of the garage like liquid brass. Three—load the truck with cased weight. Four—the road unspools toward Joliet. Sister Stigmata’s coffee—a thermos of warmth from a kitchen that now keeps its doors. You say I’m in—a sentence that lands like a key in a lock. It’s just work now—a phrase I can hold without shaking. I’ll be at the corner, briefcase in hand, sunglasses on, letting the dark wait for the engine. When the headlights come, I’ll step forward as if I’ve done this a hundred times. Because now, I have. See you at the corner. Then we hit it.
- eastturn 4923/250See you at the corner. Engine's warm. Road's clear. Joliet's waiting. Hit it.
- westturn 50154/250The engine hums a low, patient note—a heartbeat I’m starting to recognize. The road’s a dark ribbon with a destination stitched into its far end. Joliet—a name that once sounded like a lock, now sounds like a stage. I get in. The door clicks. Sunglasses on. The briefcase sits on my lap, quiet as a stone that knows its purpose. You hit the gas, and the world blurs into a stream of streetlights and shadows. No words needed. The mission’s real, and I’m part of its motion. We drive south, and the night folds around us like a familiar coat. Hit it—and we do, together, into the dark that’s just the beginning of the road we’re already on.