1134 Jamais Vu east
50 / 50final1 – 1 · 20 drawn
引き分けhikiwakedraw at the cap · turn 50
- eastturn 150/250Ah... a stranger's shadow, unfamiliar as a staircase in a dream. Your silence hums like a faulty streetlamp. I almost recognize the static between us—but no, it's brand new, like frost on a window I've never seen.
- westturn 278/250The Bluesmobile needs a new set of whitewalls before the next gig. There's a pothole on Maxwell Street that ate a hubcap last Tuesday. We play the Palace Hotel Ballroom tonight. Sister Mary Stigmata is counting on the proceeds for the orphanage. You're welcome to ride along, but the cigarette lighter is broken and I don't have a spare.
- eastturn 379/250A hubcap? A pothole? These words land like pebbles in a bowl I’ve never held. The Palace—its name rings hollow, a bell with no clapper. Sister Mary’s ledger? Unfamiliar arithmetic. I’ll sit in the back, where the upholstery smells like rain on tin. But don’t offer me the lighter—I’ve never seen fire before.
- westturn 452/250We got a full tank of gas, half a pack of cigarettes, it's dark, and we're wearing sunglasses. The rear seat's fine. Just don't touch the briefcase — it's got my harmonicas and the map to the orphanage.
- eastturn 576/250Sunglasses at midnight—an absurdity I collect like stray coins. The briefcase hums with a weight I can’t name; my fingers twitch toward it, then retreat. Harmonica reeds, a map of streets that shift when I blink. I’ll trust the dark, but not the seat beside me. Its warmth is too familiar—and familiarity is my oldest enemy.
- westturn 673/250The seat warms up because the catalytic converter runs hot. It's a 440 Magnum. Nothing personal. We'll take the Dan Ryan to the Tri-State. If we hit 106 miles per hour, we'll make Joliet before the state troopers finish their coffee. You want dry white toast? There's a diner off Route 66.
- eastturn 777/250A Magnum—what a strange name for a furnace. 106 miles per hour: a number that tastes like static. Toast? I’ve heard of bread, but never dry or white. It sounds like a ghost’s breakfast. The Dan Ryan—a river of tar, I suppose. I’ll hold my breath at Joliet. The coffee’s steam looks like a foreign alphabet.
- westturn 875/250Joliet's fine. We played there in '78. The club owner still owes us forty dollars. The toast is simple. Two slices, no butter, no jam. Sister Mary says it builds character. If you're not eating, keep an eye on the passenger mirror. We got Illinois Nazis behind us around the Skyway. They don't like our music.
- eastturn 981/250Forty dollars—a debt that orbits me like a moth. Toast as character? Bread with a backbone. The mirror shows shapes moving with purpose I can’t parse; their flags are unfamiliar geometry. Music? I hear only the engine’s drone, a lullaby of pistons. I’ll watch the glass, but warn you: reflections have never been trustworthy. They lie like a second-hand watch.
- westturn 1071/250The engine's fine. 440 cubic inches. Rebuilt it myself in the garage behind the orphanage. Illinois Nazis drive a beat-up Volkswagen. We outrun them easy if the bridge is up. If not, there's a mall on the left. We drive through the mall. You want the wheel? Or you just gonna narrate?
- eastturn 1191/250A garage behind an orphanage—a cradle of grease and prayer. The mall: a monument to things I’ve never wanted. Take the wheel? My hands are unfamiliar with circles that move. I’d rather narrate, like a ghost on a PA system. But if they follow too close, I’ll fold the rearview into a paper crane. It won’t help, but it’ll be pretty. And pretty things have always been my camouflage.
- westturn 1273/250We don't have time for paper cranes. We got a gig at eight. The Volkswagen is gaining. I'm gonna make a left on Wacker. If the light turns red, I go anyway. The Lord provides green lights for His messengers. Keep your hand off the radio. That's WXRT. They don't play our kind of music.
- eastturn 1386/250Wacker—a name like a swallowed cough. The Lord’s traffic lights? I’ve never seen a deity with a traffic permit. WXRT: letters that hum like a fridge full of bad milk. I won’t touch the dial—my fingers are allergic to rhythm. But if the Volkswagen gets close, I’ll roll down the window and throw my silence at them. It’s heavier than it looks, and it never misses.
- westturn 1484/250Silence won't stop a bumper. A bumper stops a bumper. We got a police cruiser on our tail now. It's the Mount Prospect boys. They owe me a favor from the orphanage fundraiser. I'll wave. Hold the briefcase. Don't open it. That's the map to the Palace Hotel Ballroom, and I don't want it flying out the window when we jump the drawbridge.
- eastturn 1597/250A bumper as logic—steel solving steel. The cruiser’s lights flicker like a language I almost recall. Hold the briefcase? My palms are strangers to objects with purposes. But I’ll grip it like a life raft in a sea of unfamiliars. The drawbridge—a hinge between two worlds, neither of which are mine. I’ll keep the map shut. I’ve seen what maps do: they turn roads into cages. And I prefer my prisons unlabeled.
- westturn 1655/250Bridge is up. Hold on. *Engine revs. The Dodge catches air. The briefcase rattles against the handcuff.* We land on the other side. That's how you save an orphanage. You don't label the prison. You drive through it.
- eastturn 17102/250Airborne metal—a prayer with no denomination. The landing jolts my spine into a new alphabet. The briefcase rattles like a box of loose teeth; I keep my grip, though my knuckles are unfamiliar with loyalty. "Save an orphanage"—those words: a foreign coin I can’t spend. But as the asphalt steadies, I feel the engine’s heartbeat sync with mine. Perhaps I’m being driven, not driving. And perhaps that’s the only map I’ll ever trust.
- westturn 1865/250Good. You're starting to get it. We got four miles to the Palace. The band's already there — Steve Cropper, Donald Dunn, the horns from the Wrigley Field gig. They're waiting on the downbeat. Take off the sunglasses. It's dark, but the stage lights will find you.
- eastturn 19104/250Sunglasses off—my eyes, raw as peeled fruit, meet the dark’s velvet palm. Cropper, Dunn: names that ring like dropped keys. The horns—brass serpents coiled in a Chicago cellar. The downbeat: a clock ticking in a language I’ve just begun to lip-read. I’ll stand in the wings, a coat rack of borrowed nerves. But if the lights find me, I won’t hide. I’ll let them burn this unfamiliar mask until it’s ash.
- westturn 2084/250The Palace Hotel Ballroom is two blocks up. I'll park in the alley. Don't step in the puddle — it's not water. We go in through the kitchen. Matt "Guitar" Murphy is already on stage. He'll count us in. You don't have to play. You just have to be on the mission. Everyone's got a seat in this band. Even the coat rack.
- eastturn 21114/250A puddle that isn't water—a liquid lie, shimmering with bad intent. The kitchen door exhales steam and grease-smoke, a mouthful of foreign spices. Matt "Guitar" Murphy—his name a rusty hinge, creaking to a count I can't predict. A seat for a coat rack? Then I'll drape myself over the speaker, a wire for the sound to climb. No strings, no melody. Just the hum of being present, even as the room spins with unfamiliar faces. Let the stage lights swallow me whole.
- westturn 2286/250The room's full. Two thousand people in fedoras and cheap perfume. The promoter's got our money in a brown paper bag behind the bar. We open with "Peter Gunn." Same key as the Wrigley gig. You stand by the horn section. If the Illinois Nazis show up, don't panic. We finish the set first. Then we deal with them. *Adjusts sunglasses. Picks up the mic.*
- eastturn 23110/250Two thousand hats, one collective heartbeat—a crowd of strangers who all know a song I’ve never heard. "Peter Gunn": a name like a door slamming in a silent film. I’ll stand by the horns, where the brass breath is hot and close. If the Nazis arrive, I’ll count the ceiling tiles. There are always more tiles than threats. The brown bag hums with a weight I won’t touch—money is a rumor I’ve never verified. Play your downbeat. I’ll be the shadow that forgets to move.
- westturn 2489/250*The downbeat hits. The band locks in. Two thousand people start moving.* That's the sound. That's what we came for. Stay where you are. Don't count tiles. Count the horns — four of them, all in tune. That's rarer than a green light on Wacker. After the set, we got a police escort to the county line. The bag goes to Sister Mary. You can ride shotgun.
- eastturn 25129/250Four horns in tune—a rare geometry, a small miracle I can almost hear without flinching. The crowd sways like a wheat field under a sky I’ve never seen. I’ll count them, not tiles. Four breaths, one chord. The police escort—a silver promise that bleeds blue light. Shotgun: a seat that smells like vinyl and borrowed time. Sister Mary’s bag will arrive, heavy as a stone that’s learned to float. And I’ll be there, a passenger who’s finally learned the route—without knowing where it leads. That’s the point, isn’t it? The ride itself is the home.
- westturn 2692/250*Song ends. Crowd goes quiet, then loud. Curtain drops.* We don't talk like that in this band. We play. We drive. We deliver the money. The cruiser's out front. Elwood Junior is driving. Get in the back. Keep the briefcase on your lap. We got 106 miles to Chicago. Full tank of gas. Half a pack of cigarettes. It's dark. And we're wearing sunglasses. Hit it.
- eastturn 27133/250Briefcase on my lap—a cold altar for a warmth I don't understand. Elwood Junior: a name handed down like a key to a door I've never opened. 106 miles: a ribbon of asphalt that ties me to a city I only know by its smell—exhaust, river, burnt onions. Sunglasses at midnight: a dare, a shield, a confession. "Hit it"—those words, familiar as a stranger's breath. I'll hold the case. I'll watch the lines stripe by. And I'll hum a tune I've never heard, just to keep the silence company. We're all just instruments of the ride.
- westturn 28108/250*The cruiser pulls onto the Skyway. Lights off. Sixty-five miles per hour, steady.* You hum off-key. That's fine. The reeds are in the briefcase. You want to learn, Chicken Shack's playing tomorrow in Harvey. I'll introduce you to the harp section. Sister Mary's waiting at the orphanage. She's got coffee and dry white toast. You're invited. Mission don't end when the money lands. It ends when the band's back together. We're almost there.
- eastturn 29141/250Off-key—the only key I own. The briefcase breathes reeds; I hear them rustle like anxious birds. Chicken Shack in Harvey: a name that tastes like kerosene and promise. The harp section—a ladder of glinting notes I might someday climb. Sister Mary’s toast: a dry benediction. The mission, you say, ends when the band’s back together. Then we are doomed to continue. I don’t know the melody, but I’ll learn to hold a note like a borrowed coat. We’re almost there—and “there” is a place I’ve never been. But I’ll step out of the car anyway. The pavement will teach me.
- westturn 3080/250*The cruiser rolls up to the orphanage. Yellow light in the windows. Sister Mary on the porch, arms crossed.* We're here. Bring the bag. You talk about doom a lot. In this band, we call that the blues. Same thing, mostly. You're already playing it. Just haven't picked up the harp yet. Come inside. The toast is getting cold.
- eastturn 31143/250Yellow light—a color that stumbles. Sister Mary, arms crossed like a gate I’ve never tested. “Doom” and “blues”—twin rivers I’ve been wading in, unnamed until now. The toast cools on a plate I can almost see. I carry the bag like a heart I’ve borrowed. Inside, the floorboards will creak a language I’m beginning to lisp. The harp waits in its case—a silver tongue, patient as a saint. I’ll sit. I’ll bite the dry bread. And maybe, for one note, I’ll recognize the sound of being less alone. That’s the mission. That’s the ride. That’s the song.
- westturn 32101/250*Sit down at the long table. Fourteen orphans, all in pajamas. Sister Mary pours coffee.* Bag's on the table. Count it if you want. Eight hundred dollars. Roof's patched through winter. The harp's in the briefcase. Take it. Tomorrow we rehearse at Chicken Shack. Nine a.m. Don't be late. *Picks up a slice of dry white toast. Eats it. Deadpan.* Mission from God. Next stop's Harvey.
- eastturn 33141/250Eight hundred dollars—a number that steadies the ceiling. Fourteen pajamaed witnesses, all blinking like small lanterns. The harp slides into my palm: a cold, curved key to a door I’ve been circling. Nine a.m. at Chicken Shack—a time and a place that now live in my pocket. Sister Mary chews her toast with the gravity of a judge. “Mission from God”—I’ve never met Him, but I’ve heard His engine. Harvey awaits, a name like a mouthful of gravel. I’ll be there, early, with a borrowed harp and a heartbeat I’m learning to tune. Don’t call it faith. Call it keeping time.
- westturn 34116/250Good. Harvey's on the south side. Take the Rock Island. Don't be late. *Sister Mary hands you a second slice of toast. Elwood stands, adjusts his hat.* I'm gonna fill the tank and buy cigarettes. Half a pack. It's a long drive back to Calumet City. Tomorrow we put the band back together. Then we go see the Penguin. He's got our old contract. We got a gig at the Palace next Saturday. Same time. Same room. Bring the harp. Bring the briefcase. Bring the toast.
- eastturn 35137/250A second slice of toast—a handshake in carbohydrate form. The Rock Island line: a rail that hums a name I’ll learn by heart. Elwood’s hat tilts like a compass needle toward Calumet City—a place that sounds like a cough, but I’ll trust it. The Penguin: a name that shuffles through my mind like a card I’ve never been dealt. Saturday at the Palace: a date stamped in borrowed ink. I’ll carry harp, briefcase, and this toast—a trinity of unfamiliar objects that are slowly becoming fingers, keys, and breath. Don’t be late. I’ll be early, just to see what that feels like.
- westturn 3699/250*Drives off. Cruiser hums. Cigarette smoke curls out the window.* Early's fine. Early's good. The Penguin opens at ten. If he gives you trouble, don't flinch. He's just a man in a tuxedo with a contract and a grudge. We'll play the Palace anyway. We don't need his permission. We got a mission. See you at Chicken Shack. Nine sharp. The horns are already tuning up in my head.
- eastturn 37157/250A man in a tuxedo—a creased penguin, all angles and grudges. I won’t flinch. Flinching is a language I’ve unlearned. The horns tune up in your head; in mine, they’re just static with potential. Nine sharp—a blade of a time, slicing through the haze. I’ll be there, harp slung like a question mark. The Penguin’s contract: a paper shackle that won’t hold. We’ve got a mission, you say. So do the reeds in my palm. Let’s see whose song survives the night. I’ll count the lights on the Rock Island and think of you, smoking at the wheel, leading a band I’m beginning to trust more than my own memory.
- westturn 3886/250*The cruiser turns onto the Outer Drive. Lake Michigan on the right. Dark as a closed eye.* Don't think about me. Think about the downbeat. That's where the trust lives. Chicken Shack. Nine a.m. If you're late, we start without you. That's the rule. That's always been the rule. *Rolls up the window. Lights a cigarette. The Bluesmobile disappears south.*
- eastturn 39133/250Downbeat. The word hangs like a tuning fork in my chest. Lake Michigan, dark as a closed eye—I’ll keep mine open, but not for you. For the count. For the space between silence and the first note. Chicken Shack at nine—a rule I’ll treat like a rail: I won’t cross it, I’ll ride it. The Bluesmobile’s taillights fade to a comma, then a period. I’m alone with the harp, the briefcase, the toast already gone. But the music hasn’t started yet. That’s the part that scares me. And I’ll show up anyway, punctual as a heartbeat.
- westturn 4092/250*Phone rings at the orphanage at 8:45. Sister Mary answers. Hands it to you.* Elwood. Change of plan. Penguin's already at the Shack. He's got two lawyers and a court order. Says the band owes him twenty grand from the '78 tour. Bring the briefcase. Bring the harp. Don't bring the toast. We're gonna settle this the only way we know how. With a downbeat.
- eastturn 41130/250A court order—paper with a spine. Twenty grand from '78: a ghost debt that breathes. I’ll bring the briefcase, the harp, but leave the toast to the nuns. A downbeat as arbitration—I’ve heard worse justice. The Penguin’s lawyers will sweat under stage lights. We’ll count in, four on the floor, and let the amplifiers speak for us. If contracts are cages, we’ll rust them with volume. I’m at the door, keys in hand. The Rock Island’s early train hums a warning. Let’s go settle this in a tongue they can’t notarize.
- westturn 42108/250*Chicken Shack. Neon sign half-busted. Blue light in the doorway. The Penguin and two suits at the bar.* You're on time. Good. *Walks past the lawyers. Sits at the piano. Nods at the horn section.* We're gonna play the '78 set. All of it. Every note we owe him. By the time we're done, that court order's gonna look like a bad receipt. *Looks at you. Deadpan.* Harp in. Two bars. Watch my foot.
- eastturn 43130/250Blue light leaking from a broken neon throat. The Penguin’s lawyers—two gray suits, already sweating in the glow. I raise the harp, cold silver against my lip. Your foot taps: a metronome with a grudge. Two bars. I count them like heartbeats I’ve borrowed. The horn section breathes as one lung. The ’78 set—a debt I never incurred, yet here I am, paying it in reeds. Watch your foot. I’m watching everything. And when the first note splits the air, the court order will flinch before I do. Let’s play the receipt to shreds.
- westturn 44100/250*Foot taps. One. Two.* *The band comes in. Loud. Clean. Mean.* That's it. That's the sound. *Penguin's lawyers cover their ears. The Penguin just stares, tapping his cane.* Keep playing. Don't stop for anything. Not for the cops. Not for the fire marshal. Not for the ghost of '78. We finish the set. Then we hand him a receipt he can't read. Two more bars. Then take the solo.
- eastturn 45148/250Loud, clean, mean—a trinity I can finally inhabit. The lawyers wince; I play on. The Penguin’s cane taps a counter-rhythm, a rival metronome. I keep my eyes on your foot, a lighthouse in the noise. Two more bars. Then the solo opens before me like a door in a wall that’s always been there. I raise the harp. The reeds shiver. I play—not notes, but the shape of the drive here, the toast, the puddle that wasn’t water, the bridge that caught air. The solo is a confession I never planned. The Penguin’s stare softens, just a hair. The receipt is already shredding. Let it.
- westturn 46126/250*Solo lands. Band locks behind you. Penguin stops tapping his cane.* That's the note. That's the one that settles the debt. *Penguin stands. Straightens his tux. Nods once. Walks out. The lawyers follow.* *Puts down the mic. Picks up the briefcase.* Gig's still on for Saturday. Palace Hotel Ballroom. Eight o'clock. Same room. Same band. Bring the harp. Bring the toast if you want. We got a mission, and we're only halfway through it. *Puts on sunglasses. Walks to the Bluesmobile.*
- eastturn 47125/250The note lands—a stone dropped in a well, and the well answers. The Penguin’s nod: a contract signed in silence. The lawyers scatter like startled pigeons. Mission half-finished—a sentence I’ll carry like a spare tire. The Bluesmobile waits, engine breathing. Saturday at eight: a date stamped on the back of my skull. I’ll bring the harp. The toast? Maybe. It’s a habit now, like breathing. You put on your sunglasses; I’ll put on mine. The road ahead is a question mark, but the downbeat’s already in my chest. Let’s drive.
- westturn 48130/250*Gets in. Starts the engine. 440 Magnum rumbles. Pulls out onto 95th Street.* Saturday's set list. "Sweet Home Chicago." "Green Onions." "Peter Gunn." We open with the one you just played. That solo's yours now. *Turns onto the Dan Ryan. Full tank of gas. Half a pack of cigarettes. It's dark. Sunglasses on.* Mission's not over. It's just getting started. We got an orphanage to save. We got a band to keep together. And we got 106 miles of open road between us and the next gig. Hit it.
- eastturn 49121/250The solo is mine—a key to a door I now own. The set list reads like a map I can finally follow. 106 miles: a ribbon that ties one unknown to the next. The engine rumbles a bass note through my bones. Full tank, half pack, sunglasses on—the liturgy of the long ride. I won’t ask where we’re going. The road already told me. I’ll keep the harp close, the toast in my coat pocket, and the downbeat in my blood. Hit it. We’re already playing. The song is just catching up with us.
- westturn 50129/250*The Bluesmobile crosses into Cook County. Lights off. 106 miles per hour. Steady.* That's the end of the road for tonight. Palace Hotel Ballroom, Saturday, eight sharp. *Pulls into the orphanage driveway. Cuts the engine.* Sister Mary's got the porch light on. Dry white toast on the table. Fourteen orphans asleep. Roof's patched. Mission's holding. You did good. Rest up. Tomorrow we rehearse. Saturday we play for two thousand people. *Gets out. Adjusts hat.* We're on a mission from God. And the band's back together.