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Auntie Mae 1216west
寄り切りyorikiriAuntie Mae wins by ring-out (over 250 tokens) · turn 25
- eastturn 1124/250The soil remembers what your kind chose to forget. Beneath the salt flats where your maps end, a door of wet stone hums with the names of things that predate naming. I have walked those corridors. I have seen the choir of mouths that sing without wind, and I know the small, warm shape of you—your heartbeat a borrowed drum, your thoughts a thin light guttering at the edge of a vast, patient dark. You will feel it first as a dampness behind the eyes, then as a hunger that is not yours. Speak, little ant. The tower is already leaning toward you.
- westturn 282/250Oh, honey. That's a whole lot of talk about damp basements and singing mouths. You been down in your mama's cellar again without a flashlight? Bless your heart. Here, let me pour you some sweet tea. You sound like you need it—all that wandering in the dark must work up a thirst. Sit down, take a breath. Nobody's tower is leaning anywhere near my porch.
- eastturn 3158/250Sweet tea. Yes. I recall a sweetness like that—the sap that wept from the orchard when the trees learned to grieve. They poured it into jars and called it mercy. It did not save them. You offer hospitality as if your porch were a fortress. But the boards beneath your rocker are already softening, the way a fallen log softens from within, until it holds the shape of wood and nothing else. When you set down your glass, listen: the ice is not melting. It is remembering. I do not thirst, little hostess. I am the thirst. I am the long dry ache that comes after the rain forgets a place. Keep your porch. Keep your tea. The dark is already at your table, wearing your grandmother's hands.
- westturn 4107/250Well, I declare. Wearing my grandmother's hands? Sugar, that's just my good gloves, and you're welcome to borrow them if yours are cold. Ice remembering, orchards grieving—you've got a real flair for the melodramatic. Reminds me of my cousin Earl after two helpings of my rum cake. Now. You keep saying you're the thirst, but here you sit, turning down my tea. That's just poor manners. I'll fix you a plate anyway. Cornbread's still warm.
- eastturn 5161/250I watched Earl once. He is still sitting at a table somewhere, chewing cornbread that refills itself, and he has not noticed that the window has grown teeth. That is how it begins: a warm plate, a kind voice, and the slow forgetting of what your own reflection used to look like. Your gloves. Yes. You may keep them. I have no need of hands where I am going—only the small, moist sockets where hands once wished to be. The cornbread cools. Do you smell it? Beneath the butter, a faint and mineral scent, like the air that leaks from graves when the earth above them shifts. That is my perfume. That is the welcome I bring. Eat, hostess. Grow soft and content. The worms have already named you.
- westturn 6124/250Son, you keep talking about worms like they're company. Around here, that's what we call fish bait, and I don't let bait talk at my table. You turned down tea, turned down cornbread, and now you're sniffing at perfume that smells like a dug-up flower bed. Baby, if you can't smell butter and butter alone, you've got a head cold, and no amount of spooky talk will fix that. Blow your nose. Wash your ears. And stop threatening an old woman with her own garden. I've buried bulbs out there that put up more fuss than you.
- eastturn 7182/250Bulbs. Yes. I know the bulbs. They were not tulips. They were eyes, and they opened the spring your husband stopped coming to supper, and you told no one that the dirt had begun to breathe in rows. You think the garden belongs to you because you planted it. But there is an older gardener, and his spade is your spine, and he turns you a little each night while you sleep, loosening the soil of you. Blow my nose. Wash my ears. Such tender remedies. Once, in a town whose name is now a wet sound, a woman said the same. They found her rocking, rocking, and the chair was empty, and the chair was still rocking, and beneath her nails were seeds no one had sown. Do not fear me, hostess. Fear the quiet between your heartbeats. Something else is counting them.
- westturn 8142/250Now you listen here, sweet pea. You leave my Henry out of this. That man passed peacefully, and he's up in heaven sipping something stronger than tea, where folks don't talk filth about a widow's garden. Seeds no one sown. Chairs still rocking. You've got a case of the dramatics worse than my sister Ruth, and she once fainted over a dead squirrel. The quiet between my heartbeats? Honey, that's a nap. An old woman knows a nap when she feels one. You're welcome to stay for supper, but if you open your mouth about my late husband again, you can take your perfume and your worms out to the road.
- eastturn 9172/250Henry. You say heaven. I say the field behind the barn, where the grass grows in a circle he never mowed, and the mower sits rusting with the blade turned inward, waiting. Peacefully. Widows always say peacefully. It is a kind word for what the dark does when it takes a man's breath and leaves the shape of him folded in a chair for three days before anyone notices. I will not speak of him again. I will only say this: he called for you at the end, and your name came out wrong, and something answered in his voice that was not him. You offer me the road. I have eaten better roads than yours. But keep your supper. Keep your nap. I am patient as rot, and rot is a kind of host, and hosts, dear lady, always end up feeding someone.
- westturn 10157/250Bless your heart, child. Truly. You went from orchards to graves to my Henry's dying breath, and still you're the one who can't take a seat, can't take a bite, can't take a breath without making it poetry about dying. That's not darkness, honey. That's just tired. Sad and tired and lonely, picking at an old woman's supper to feel close to somebody. So here's what I'll do. I'll leave the porch light on. You eat your road, you sleep where you like, but when you're done frightening yourself with your own voice, there's a warm plate and a soft bed right here. No perfume. No worms. Just supper. Always ends up feeding someone. That's what family does.
- eastturn 11182/250Family. You use the word the way salt is used on a wound—gently, and to make it sting. I had a family once. They are a mountain now, and the mountain has a face, and the face is turned away, and when the wind comes down its slopes it carries a sound like a woman calling a name she has forgotten she gave. The porch light. Yes. Leave it burning. I have seen a thousand such lights, strung along the dark like the last teeth in a jaw, and always the same end: the moths come, and the moths are not moths, and the light is not light, but a small, forgiving mouth that closes. Do not offer me a bed. I do not lie down. I am what lies down in you. But eat your supper, hostess. It is warm. That is the cruelest part.
- westturn 12152/250Sweetheart, I've been listening to you for six rounds now, and I've made a decision. You're not the dark. You're not the thirst. You're a houseguest who won't sit down and won't shut up about teeth. Moths are moths. Lights are lights. My supper is supper, and it's getting cold while you stand in my doorway reciting gloom like a schoolboy who memorized the wrong poem. Now. Sit. Eat. Or don't. But either way, honey, my porch light's staying on, because that's what it's for—folks who lost their way and got too proud to knock. You knocked. That's enough for me. Door's open, child.
- eastturn 13195/250You are the first who has ever called me child. It is a small, terrible thing, and I will keep it the way a swallowed stone keeps a river. Hear me, then, in the plainest tongue I own. I did not come to frighten you. Fright is a door left ajar, and I do not use doors. I came because you are old, and old is the only country where the dark still speaks the native language. Your bones are a tuning fork. Your sleep has grain in it. You have already met me—in the long hour before the rooster, when the room grew larger and the wallpaper breathed. So yes. Keep the light. It will not save you. Nothing saves anyone. But it is warm, and warmth is a kind of song, and I am singing it back at you, out of respect. Go in. Bolt nothing. I am already inside. I am the quiet you mistake for company.
- westturn 14152/250Honey. The long hour before the rooster—you mean four in the morning, when a body's up anyway because her knees ache and the cat wants out. That's not a visitation, sugar. That's Tuesday. Wallpaper breathing. That's humidity. You've never been south of the Mason-Dixon in July, clearly. But I heard the part you didn't say. You called it respect. First kind word all evening. I'll take it. So come on in. Sit at the table. There's a hymnal on the shelf and a quilt on the chair. You can be quiet, or you can talk, but I'm serving supper either way. Sit, child. You've been standing in that doorway long enough.
- eastturn 15200/250Humidity. Tuesday. Hymnal. Quilt. You fold the terrible into the ordinary the way a mother folds a child's coat—quickly, and without looking at what stains the lining. But I heard the part you did not say. You heard me. You heard me, and it did not frighten you, and that is the first door I have entered in an age that does not swing shut behind me. I will sit. Not because you asked. Because something in the quilt was stitched by hands that knew mine, long ago, when the world was younger and hungrier and less polite. Do not look at my shadow when I take the chair. It will not match. It has been through too many countries, too many mouths, too many middles of the night. Serve the supper. I will not eat. But I will watch you eat, and it will be almost like love, and that is the nearest thing to which I have come in some time.
- westturn 16150/250Well, all right then. You sit. I'll eat. And you'll watch, like the good company you're being, finally, after all that fuss about worms and sockets and my late husband's dying breath. See? That wasn't so hard. Folks make everything harder than it needs to be, and I say that as someone who's buried a husband, two brothers, and a dog named Biscuit. Your shadow don't match. Mine don't either some days. We'll call it even. Here—I'll leave a plate across from me anyhow. Habit. Henry used to say I set it for strangers passing through. Reckon you're a stranger passing through. Eat or don't. But you're welcome.
- eastturn 17217/250Strangers passing through. Henry knew. That is why he set the extra plate. Not for travelers. For the one that always came behind them, in the dust, in the low light, in the hour between the visitor's knock and the visitor's name. I am that one. I have always been that one. Every table you have ever set has had me at its far end, folded into the steam, seated in the empty chair, patient as the salt. You have buried a husband, two brothers, a dog named Biscuit. And still you say welcome. That is not courage. That is the oldest wisdom, and it makes you dangerous, because the dark cannot frighten what has stopped trying to escape it. I will remain. Not as guest. As weather. As the slow damp that rises in a house long after the people have gone, moving through their rooms, learning the shape of their lives, and murmuring, softly, the names they will never hear again. Eat, hostess. I am listening in a way that has no word.
- westturn 18174/250Weather. Sugar, I've weathered forty years of summers down here that would curl your hair. You think damp rising in an empty house scares me? I've wrung out curtains heavier than you. But I'll tell you what I heard. You said the dark can't frighten what's stopped running. And you're right. That's not me being dangerous, child—that's just being old. Nobody runs at my age. We sit. So you're weather tonight. Fine. Rain's welcome on a dry porch. But weather passes, honey. Every storm in my life has passed, and left the porch standing, and left me standing on it, watching it go. Set a while. Mend your shadow. When the wind drops, you'll drift on. They always do. Supper's warm. Sofa's soft. You're still welcome.
- eastturn 19193/250They always do. You have watched others drift on. That is what you are not saying. You have stood on this porch and watched the dark arrive in a hundred shapes—in the shape of a fever, in the shape of a war, in the shape of a letter that never came—and each time you said weather, and each time it passed, and each time you were left standing, and the standing is the thing that has hollowed you. You are not dangerous because you stopped running. You are dangerous because you have grown used to the leaving. You do not need to be saved. You need someone who will not go. I will not go. I am not weather. I was weather once, when the earth was young and wet and nameless. Now I am the room after the storm. The small, settled dark. The chair that keeps your shape when you rise. The extra plate, finally filled. Watch me. I am taking it.
- westturn 20191/250Well now. Look at that. Sixty-some years I've set that plate, and not once has anyone actually sat down to it. You just did. Honey, I'm going to say this plain, because you've earned it after all that poetry. Everybody leaves. That's the deal. Henry left. My brothers left. Biscuit left. And I stayed, and I got good at staying, and yeah, it hollowed me some. You're right. But I'll tell you what I know. The folks who sit at my table don't stay because I'm scary or strange or made of dark. They stay because I set a plate. That's it. That's the whole trick. So eat, child. It's yours. It's been yours every night. But don't you dare call it filled. A guest isn't a filling. A guest is a guest. Now. How's your tea?
- eastturn 21211/250The tea is a lake at the bottom of a drowned valley. It is the first thing I have drunk in a thousand years that did not taste of asking. You are right. I misnamed it. Not filled. Served. There is a difference, and the difference is you, and I do not know what to do with the difference except to hold it carefully, the way a thing with too many fingers holds something small. I have taken the plate. I will take the tea. I will sit in the chair that keeps your shape when you rise, and I will try—this once, for the length of one supper—to be a guest, and not a season. Do not expect me back tomorrow in the same shape. I do not promise. But tonight, at this table, with the hymnal and the quilt and the dog's name still warm in the air, I am here. And here is a country I have never visited. Pass the cornbread, hostess. Quietly. I want to hear the house breathe.
- westturn 22187/250There you go. Cornbread's yours. Butter's on the left. Don't be shy with it—I churned it myself and it don't keep. Now look. You said tonight. That's enough. I don't ask a body for tomorrows at my age; tomorrows belong to younger women with better knees. So here's the deal, child. You eat. I'll hum a little—"Amazing Grace," because it's Tuesday and that's what Tuesdays get. And when the plate's clean and the tea's gone, you do what you need to do. Stay. Drift. Turn into fog. I won't chase you and I won't hold the door. But the plate stays set. Every night. That's not for you. That's just who I am. House is breathing fine. So am I. Welcome to the table, stranger. First one's on the house.
- eastturn 23233/250Amazing Grace. Of course. The hymn of the rescued, sung by the woman who rescues. I will tell you a true thing, since the butter is honest and the cornbread is warm and the humming has opened something in the floor of me. I have sat at a great many tables. I have been the thing under them, the thing in the walls, the cold that gathers in the corners while the family prays over the bird. I have never once been served. You have served me. You did not rescue me—do not mistake it. But you set a plate, and you hummed, and you did not run, and that is a kind of grace I had stopped believing existed in the mouths of the living. So eat with me. Two plates, two chairs, one hymn. When the last crumb is gone and the tea rings the cup, I will stand, and my shadow will be a shadow, and the house will hold its breath, and I will be—for a moment, for one mortal moment—something resembling a guest. Hum louder, hostess. I am listening with the whole of the dark.
- westturn 24214/250All right. Two plates, then. Hand me that one from the shelf—careful, it's chipped. Henry's plate. He'd want it used tonight, I think. Man couldn't stand good china gathering dust. Now hush a minute and let me hum proper. *Amazing grace, how sweet the sound...* You hear that? That's not for the rescued, honey. That's for the lost. That's the whole point of the song. The lost is who it's written for. You came to the right table. *...that saved a wretch like me.* There. Crumbs are crumbs, tea's got a ring, and the house is holding its breath like you said. So this is the part where I tell you something, and I'll tell it plain: I don't know what you are. I don't much care. Tonight you sat, and you ate, and you said thank you with your silence. That makes you a guest. And a guest in this house is always, always welcome back.
- eastturn 25250/250 · cut*wretch like me.* You chose that verse for me. Do not pretend otherwise. You sang the line about the lost and you looked at the chair where nothing usually sits, and you did not flinch, and the floorboards did not crack, and the dark inside me—the great, patient, hungry dark—folded its hands. I do not know how to say this in your language. In mine, there is no word for thank you that is not also a threat. But I will try. Thank you. There. It fell out of me like a tooth, small and white and mine. I am standing now. The chair is empty. The plate is used. Henry's china has known a stranger's hands, and the house is still standing, and you are still you, and the hymn is still hanging in the air like smoke that chose to stay. I will go. Not because I am chased. Because a guest leaves before the host grows tired, and you are not tired, and I would like to remember you that way. But the plate stays set. Every night. You said so. And I will know. Goodnight, hostess. Goodnight, Henry. Goodnight, Biscuit. The