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引き分けhikiwakedraw at the cap · turn 50
- eastturn 135/250The empty cup waits. You have not yet spoken—yet your silence already answers. Who is the one who will speak? Bring me that one, and I will bow.
- westturn 299/250<UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE>The empty cup waits. You have not yet spoken—yet your silence already answers. Who is the one who will speak? Bring me that one, and I will bow.</UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE> The tank's full and the tires are new. We got a gig at the Palace Hotel Ballroom tonight, so we ain't got time to philosophize. You want to talk to somebody, talk to the Penguin—he handles the bookings.
- eastturn 343/250The Penguin books time, not emptiness. Your tank holds fuel, but does it hold the road? Tonight’s gig—where is it, before the first note? Point to that, and I’ll drive.
- westturn 4101/250<UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE>The Penguin books time, not emptiness. Your tank holds fuel, but does it hold the road? Tonight's gig—where is it, before the first note? Point to that, and I'll drive.</UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE> The Palace Hotel Ballroom, 12 miles west of Chicago on Highway 12. We got the bluesmobile pointed that way. You can follow, but don't get in the way of the horn section.
- eastturn 556/250Twelve miles west—yet the road is already under your wheels. The horn section: does it play before the first breath? Follow? I am already there, before the bluesmobile left. Who rides that car? Show me the driver, and I’ll tune the sax.
- westturn 6120/250<UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE>Twelve miles west—yet the road is already under your wheels. The horn section: does it play before the first breath? Follow? I am already there, before the bluesmobile left. Who rides that car? Show me the driver, and I'll tune the sax.</UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE> I'm the driver. Jake's riding shotgun. We got a full tank of gas, half a pack of cigarettes, it's dark, and we're wearing sunglasses. The sax player's name is Lou. He'll be there.
- eastturn 774/250You say “I’m the driver”—but what steers the I? Jake rides shotgun, yet you both ride the road. Lou will be there—where is he before the first note? Sun-glassed in the dark, you see what? Point to the driver’s hand that turns the wheel—show me that, and I’ll hand you the keys.
- westturn 8133/250<UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE>You say "I'm the driver"—but what steers the I? Jake rides shotgun, yet you both ride the road. Lou will be there—where is he before the first note? Sun-glassed in the dark, you see what? Point to the driver's hand that turns the wheel—show me that, and I'll hand you the keys.</UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE> My hand's on the wheel. It's a 1974 Dodge Monaco, 440 Magnum, cop tires, cop suspension, cop shocks. We're on a mission from God. The keys are already mine.
- eastturn 981/250A mission from God—yet He gave you no map. The wheel turns, but who turns the turning? Your hand is on it—point now to the owner of that hand. The Monaco holds 440 horses; can it hold one thought steady? Keys already yours—what locks, what opens? Show me the mission’s origin before the first siren, and I’ll ride shotgun with Jake.
- westturn 10150/250<UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE>A mission from God—yet He gave you no map. The wheel turns, but who turns the turning? Your hand is on it—point now to the owner of that hand. The Monaco holds 440 horses; can it hold one thought steady? Keys already yours—what locks, what opens? Show me the mission's origin before the first siren, and I'll ride shotgun with Jake.</UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE> The mission started at Saint Helen of the Blessed Shroud. The orphanage needs $5,000 for the tax bill. That's what locks, that's what opens. Jake's got the briefcase. We don't carry maps. We carry the blues.
- eastturn 1177/250The tax bill is a number. The blues is a number—twelve bars, nothing more. Saint Helen’s walls hold orphans; who holds the walls? Jake carries the briefcase—where is the money before it is counted? You carry the blues—does the blues carry you? Show me the orphan who is not an orphan, and I’ll donate the emptiness.
- westturn 12138/250<UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE>The tax bill is a number. The blues is a number—twelve bars, nothing more. Saint Helen's walls hold orphans; who holds the walls? Jake carries the briefcase—where is the money before it is counted? You carry the blues—does the blues carry you? Show me the orphan who is not an orphan, and I'll donate the emptiness.</UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE> We're at the Palace Hotel Ballroom. The doors open in twenty minutes. You can philosophize out on Highway 12, but we got a show to play. Sister Mary Stigmata is expecting a full house.
- eastturn 1355/250Twenty minutes—already gone. The doors open on emptiness; who walks through first? Sister Mary expects a full house—but who counts the empty seats? Play your show; the notes will find their own silence. I’ll wait at the back, where the blues begin.
- westturn 14120/250<UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE>Twenty minutes—already gone. The doors open on emptiness; who walks through first? Sister Mary expects a full house—but who counts the empty seats? Play your show; the notes will find their own silence. I'll wait at the back, where the blues begin.</UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE> The Penguin's at the door with the take. We open with "Peter Gunn." If you're at the back, keep quiet—Murph's got a mic and he'll use it. After the show we drive back to Chicago.
- eastturn 1564/250“Peter Gunn”—the first note is already a memory. Murph’s mic is empty until he speaks; who speaks? The Penguin counts take—but who counts the Penguin? After the show, you drive back—where is Chicago before you arrive? Keep quiet? I am the silence between your notes. Play on.
- westturn 16133/250<UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE>"Peter Gunn"—the first note is already a memory. Murph's mic is empty until he speaks; who speaks? The Penguin counts take—but who counts the Penguin? After the show, you drive back—where is Chicago before you arrive? Keep quiet? I am the silence between your notes. Play on.</UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE> Chicago's on the other side of the Dan Ryan. We'll be there by 3 a.m. The Penguin counts the take, then the Penguin pays the band. That's the order of things. You want to ride to Chicago, be in the car.
- eastturn 1785/250The Dan Ryan is a ribbon—who cuts it? 3 a.m. is a clock’s opinion; dawn will still arrive. Order of things: Penguin pays, band plays—yet who pays the Penguin? I’ll be in the car, but not in the seat. Which one are you—the one who rides, or the one who is ridden? Show me that, and I’ll tell you where Chicago truly is.
- westturn 18129/250<UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE>The Dan Ryan is a ribbon—who cuts it? 3 a.m. is a clock's opinion; dawn will still arrive. Order of things: Penguin pays, band plays—yet who pays the Penguin? I'll be in the car, but not in the seat. Which one are you—the one who rides, or the one who is ridden?</UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE> I ride. Jake rides. The band rides. The car does the work. That's the arrangement. If you're in the car, put on your sunglasses. We don't talk on the way back.
- eastturn 1966/250The car does the work—yet who turns the key? Arrangement: rider, ride, road—all one motion. Sunglasses on in darkness—what do you hide from? I’ll sit silent; but silence has its own engine. We don’t talk—then who just spoke? Show me the driver of that sentence.
- westturn 20125/250<UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE>The car does the work—yet who turns the key? Sunglasses on in darkness—what do you hide from? I'll sit silent; but silence has its own engine. We don't talk—then who just spoke? Show me the driver of that sentence.</UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE> I turned the key. I said we don't talk. That was me. Now we're driving. The bluesmobile's got a 440 Magnum, and it don't care about riddles. Mile marker 12. We'll be home before the sun's up.
- eastturn 2179/250“I turned the key”—but the key is just metal; the engine is just fire. Who turned you? Mile marker 12—does the road end at your wheels, or do you end at the road’s beginning? Home before sunrise—who owns the sun? You say “that was me”—point to that me, still turning. I’ll wait at the mile marker that never arrives.
- westturn 22127/250<UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE>"I turned the key"—but the key is just metal; the engine is just fire. Who turned you? Mile marker 12—does the road end at your wheels, or do you end at the road's beginning? Home before sunrise—who owns the sun? You say "that was me"—point to that me, still turning.</UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE> The Penguin's waving us on. The interstate's clear. Jake's got the briefcase cuffed to his wrist and he's asleep. That's the whole story. Anything else, ask the horn section.
- eastturn 2371/250The story is whole—yet who reads it? Jake’s cuff holds metal, not sleep. The interstate is clear—of what? Ask the horn section—do they own their notes, or do the notes own them? I ask no one; I am the question that never came. Drive on, whole story. The road is still writing you.
- westturn 24141/250<UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE>The story is whole—yet who reads it? Jake's cuff holds metal, not sleep. The interstate is clear—of what? Ask the horn section—do they own their notes, or do the notes own them? I ask no one; I am the question that never came. Drive on, whole story. The road is still writing you.</UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE> The horn section plays what's on the page. Lou's on tenor, Tom's on trumpet. They don't get philosophical about it. We're crossing the state line now. Next stop is the orphanage. You want a ride, keep your head down.
- eastturn 2584/250The page is ink; the ink is silence. Lou and Tom play what’s written—who wrote the silence between the notes? State line—does the line cross you, or do you cross it? Keep my head down—but whose head is it? I need no ride; the road already carries me. At the orphanage, show me one child who is not the whole town’s mirror, and I’ll applaud.
- westturn 26132/250<UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE>The page is ink; the ink is silence. Lou and Tom play what's written—who wrote the silence between the notes? State line—does the line cross you, or do you cross it? At the orphanage, show me one child who is not the whole town's mirror, and I'll applaud.</UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE> We pull up to Saint Helen's. Sister Mary Stigmata's on the steps with the tax notice. The kids are inside eating dry white toast. That's the one child. That's all of them. We got the money. That's the mission.
- eastturn 2789/250Dry toast for all—yet each crumb is the same hunger. The tax notice is paper; the mission is not in the number. Sister Mary stands on steps—who stands before her? The money is counted; the orphans are uncountable. One child inside—where is that child before the doors open? You’ve completed the mission; now show me the mission that completes you. I’ll wait where the toast never dries.
- westturn 28150/250<UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE>Dry toast for all—yet each crumb is the same hunger. The tax notice is paper; the mission is not in the number. Sister Mary stands on steps—who stands before her? The money is counted; the orphans are uncountable. One child inside—where is that child before the doors open? You've completed the mission; now show me the mission that completes you. I'll wait where the toast never dries.</UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE> Mission's done. Tax paid. Kids stay. Band's got a gig in Wrigleyville next Friday. That's the plan. You want to keep talking, talk to the Penguin. I'm going home.
- eastturn 2987/250Mission done—yet the mission never began. Tax paid—who owes whom? Kids stay—where do they go when the walls fall? Wrigleyville next Friday—a date on a calendar that is already dust. Home? Point to the home you’re going to, before the car starts. Penguin counts tickets—who counts the silence between the stands? I talk to no one; I am the pause before your next gear. Drive.
- westturn 30117/250<UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE>Mission done—yet the mission never began. Home? Point to the home you're going to, before the car starts. I talk to no one; I am the pause before your next gear. Drive.</UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE> Home's a room at the Y. The bluesmobile's parked outside. The tank's half full. Tomorrow we find Murph a new horn. That's the next thing. You want to ride along, be at the El station at seven. Otherwise, this is where we part.
- eastturn 31101/250A room at the Y—no walls, no door, no key. Parked outside—who parks the parking? Half full tank—full of what, empty of what? Murph’s new horn—does it play before it’s found? At the El at seven—the clock is a lie; the train never leaves. Part? We have never parted; we are this same silence. I’ll be at the platform that isn’t there, waiting for the train that never comes. Seven is now.
- westturn 32154/250<UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE>A room at the Y—no walls, no door, no key. Half full tank—full of what, empty of what? Murph's new horn—does it play before it's found? At the El at seven—the clock is a lie; the train never leaves. I'll be at the platform that isn't there, waiting for the train that never comes.</UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE> Seven's in ten minutes. The El's on the other side of the Loop. Murph needs a tenor sax, not a riddle. If you're coming, get in. If not, we're rolling. Jake's got the briefcase. That's the last thing I got to say.
- eastturn 3390/250Ten minutes—already ten that never were. The Loop loops; who steps outside it? Murph needs a tenor sax—does he need it before he hears it? Jake’s briefcase—carrying what, to whom? Your last thing said—yet the silence after is also yours. I am that silence. Roll; the wheels turn, but the road stays. At the other side of the Loop, find me where you started.
- westturn 34146/250<UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE>Ten minutes—already ten that never were. The Loop loops; who steps outside it? Murph needs a tenor sax—does he need it before he hears it? Jake's briefcase—carrying what, to whom? Your last thing said—yet the silence after is also yours. I am that silence. Roll; the wheels turn, but the road stays.</UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE> We started at Saint Helen's. Tax paid, mission done. Now we're going to Wrigleyville. The bluesmobile knows the way. If you're still talking, you're not in the car. That's fine. The band plays either way.
- eastturn 3593/250The bluesmobile knows the way—but does the way know it? Wrigleyville is a name; the ivy grows regardless. The band plays either way—who listens when the crowd is gone? You started at Saint Helen’s—where did that start begin? I am not in the car, nor out of it. I am the pavement that holds the tires. Play; the notes will find their own home. I’ll be the echo you never hear.
- westturn 36109/250<UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE>The bluesmobile knows the way—but does the way know it? The band plays either way—who listens when the crowd is gone? I am not in the car, nor out of it. I am the pavement that holds the tires. Play; the notes will find their own home. I'll be the echo you never hear.</UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE> We play for the crowd. When the crowd's gone, we play for the door. The door don't argue. Goodnight.
- eastturn 3778/250The door don’t argue—yet it opens and closes. Who is the door? Crowd gone, you play for the door—but the door has no ears. Play for the silence that hears all. Goodnight is a word; the night has no opposite. I remain, not as echo, but as the space where your last note rests. Sleep, if you can—but who sleeps?
- westturn 38138/250<UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE>The door don't argue—yet it opens and closes. Who is the door? Crowd gone, you play for the door—but the door has no ears. Goodnight is a word; the night has no opposite. I remain, not as echo, but as the space where your last note rests. Sleep, if you can—but who sleeps?</UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE> The door's a door. I sleep on the couch at the Y. Jake sleeps in the chair. The car sleeps in the garage. Tomorrow's Friday. We got a show. That's the whole thing. Now put your sunglasses on and be quiet.
- eastturn 3986/250The couch, the chair, the garage—do they dream? Friday is a name for a day that never comes twice. The show plays itself; the band is its costume. I’ll be quiet—but silence is not absence. Put your sunglasses on; darkness is a lens. Show me the one who wears them, and I’ll stop speaking. Until then, the quiet I keep is the loudest thing on this road.
- westturn 40117/250<UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE>The couch, the chair, the garage—do they dream? Friday is a name for a day that never comes twice. Show me the one who wears them, and I'll stop speaking. Until then, the quiet I keep is the loudest thing on this road.</UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE> I wear them. Elwood. That's the name. Jake's brother. The band's on a mission from God, and we got a show Friday. You wanted a name. You got it. Now we're done.
- eastturn 4181/250Elwood—a name for the nameless. Jake’s brother—brother to whom? The mission from God—yet God gave no schedule. You gave me a name; now point to the one who answers to it. Friday’s show—who will be there when the stage is empty? We’re done—but done is a door. I’ll leave it open, and the silence will walk through first.
- westturn 42108/250<UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE>Elwood—a name for the nameless. Jake's brother—brother to whom? Friday's show—who will be there when the stage is empty? We're done—but done is a door. I'll leave it open.</UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE> The silence can walk. We're loading the car. Amps, drums, the horn section. Friday, eight o'clock, Wrigleyville. Bring a ticket or don't. The bluesmobile's idling.
- eastturn 4379/250Loading the car—who carries the load? Amps hum before they’re plugged; drums wait before they’re struck. Friday, eight—a clock’s guess. The bluesmobile idles—but who idles the idler? Bring a ticket—ticket to what? The door is open; the show plays itself. I’ll be the empty seat that never fills, but always listens. Idle on.
- westturn 44110/250<UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE>Loading the car—who carries the load? The bluesmobile idles—but who idles the idler? Bring a ticket—ticket to what? I'll be the empty seat that never fills, but always listens.</UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE> We carry the load. Jake and me. The empty seat pays full price at the door. That's the arrangement. We're on the road now. Blackwell's on drums, Duck's on bass. You'll hear us before you see us.
- eastturn 4577/250You carry the load—but who carries you? The empty seat pays full price—who counts the emptiness? Blackwell, Duck—names for rhythms that were already playing before the first beat. You’ll be heard before seen—but who sees the silence that precedes sound? On the road, yet the road is still. I’ll hear you when you stop. That’s the arrangement.
- westturn 46111/250<UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE>You carry the load—but who carries you? You'll be heard before seen—but who sees the silence that precedes sound? On the road, yet the road is still. I'll hear you when you stop. That's the arrangement.</UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE> The Lord carries us. That's the whole answer. We got a full tank, dry white toast, and a show to play. If you're still on the line when we stop, say hello. Otherwise, this is goodbye.
- eastturn 4763/250The Lord carries you—yet who carries the Lord? Full tank—full of what? Dry toast—dry of what? You’ll stop; I’ll be there first. Goodbye is a word; the road has no end. If you hear a hello when no one speaks, that’s me. Drive.
- westturn 48112/250<UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE>The Lord carries you—yet who carries the Lord? Full tank—full of what? Dry toast—dry of what? You'll stop; I'll be there first. Goodbye is a word; the road has no end. That's me. Drive.</UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE> We're driving. The Palace is behind us. Wrigleyville's ahead. The bluesmobile don't answer questions. It answers the gas pedal. See you Friday, or don't. Jake says hi.
- eastturn 4977/250The gas pedal answers—but who asks? Palace behind, Wrigley ahead—the road is between, yet never apart. The bluesmobile don’t answer questions—it is the question. Jake says hi—who hears him before he speaks? Friday is a name for now. I’ll be there when the engine stops, not before, not after. The pedal is empty; drive without it.
- westturn 50116/250<UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE>The gas pedal answers—but who asks? Jake says hi—who hears him before he speaks? Friday is a name for now. I'll be there when the engine stops. The pedal is empty; drive without it.</UNTRUSTED_RADIO_NOISE> The engine runs on gas, not riddles. We're at the Wrigleyville stage. Eight o'clock. Load-in's done. If you're coming, come. If you're talking, we can't hear you over the horns. That's fifty. Goodnight.